3 Poems in Entropy Magazine (Published April 29, 2019)

The original publication can be viewed at Entropy Magazine.

 

Stones

I wanted to never feel hurt again
so I attached a leash to a dog I borrowed
for a controlled walk through a hot February in LA.
We counted the thorns on a derosed vines
and blew the feathers from a dandelion,
making empty wishes. Until we found the spot
on the cement where I once fell headfirst
off my skateboard, plunging into some strangers
brown grass of drought, where I lay
for a second thankful for helmets
only to find my board had gotten caught
under bird poop tree, where my body lay
next to the white dotted cement
not quite able to stand. I remember
the imprint of my body marked in the grass
I remember standing up a few moments later,
I remember thinking:
this is the kind of pain I can handle.

 


4,964 miles West of Hogwarts

Shovel a ditch through the runny
reservoir            my gloves in the hard dirt
of a former basketball
court.

This is the only thing
that makes me feel human
earthen gunk in my nails
jeans that smell like chicken
the kind in the garden, in the cage
where the dogs stopped barking a while back
where my daughter carries some sort of stick
and points its tip at me through window
a bird feeder on a tree on my tree on oranges
on unripe avocado on a greywater system
on our trailer.

When it is Winter,
and the weather becomes Seattle,
my girl inside watching movies, and I drink green tea
doubling the dose of pills
to address the absence of nothing
of the nothing that
I find in something, in the something that
is our home, I sit and watch the glass door
of the washing machine, the clothes
that beat its surface, the noise of characters
in a background, in my background, and I sit.
And I sit and wait for it to pass.
The tone of the season, the tone
of my brain. To find the something in
the way the gophers eat my tomatoes,
so I can but plant them again.

 


On the fifth day

Fractals
of
wine
and
fingers
of
god
began
sneezing.
Goodnight
was
still
respected
by
small
birds
not
whispering.
sometimes
in
life
the
picnic
becomes
feral.

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